My first day of school is tomorrow and I’m so nervous. My best friend is still in Spain, so I’ll be in classes without her. I’m stuck in intermediate orchestra with a bunch of freshmen and a new teacher (who is really mean to his guitar classes) EVEN THOUGH I’m supposed to be first chair in the ADVANCED orchestra… all due to scheduling issues. I really dislike the people at my school and I’m scared to go back with them after avoiding them all summer, and I’m scared of all my homework and the sleep deprivation and stress and lack of free time that is soon to come.
But on a positive note: I’m excited to see my teachers, I’m excited to learn new things in classes that genuinely interest me, and I’m excited to be a senior. Hopefully everything will turn out okay and won’t be as bad as I imagine it in my head.